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Literature Text
Some people say that they know what love feels like
But you cant truly know what it feels like
Until you've lost the one you love
Until you were dumb enough to take them for granted
Until you stupidly said yes when you got asked out
Until you see them crying
Until you know that you hurt them, but they wont admit it...
Until you realize
That no matter how hard you try
No matter who your with
Your never gonna get over them
You know why?
Because they were the best thing that ever happened in your life...
It was heaven when you were together
And hell when you weren't
And you wished... good god you wished
That they could move to be by your side, hell you even prayed to your 'god' just to get them here
You were banned from talking to them
So you spend your hours at night, when you were suppost to be sleeping, to be with them
You borrowed all of your friends phones
You did anything you could
Just to be with them
And you would do anything....
To be by their side and to be their one and only once more
If only you had the guts to....
If only you had the guts to run, to be with them
But you didn't... no matter how much you wanted it...
You would never be brave enough to run to them
And that killed you inside
Because you knew that if you did...
You would be happy
Happy because you would be in their arms..
Happy because you knew that they loved you with all of their heart and you loved them with all of yours...
But for now
The two wait
Knowing that one day they'll be happy and inlove once more
Knowing that they will be married together, to eachother, forever
Knowing that it just wasn't their time...
Knowing that no matter what their love was never going to be broken....
Because for now, they would just have to be friends
Or at least
Until Monnie can move...
ask
just wanted to get my feels out...
and I cant draw because im still shaking with sobs every lil bit... <3
I sware im fine...
just.... need to get used to not... b-being hers
that's all </3
so please don't worry about me guys okay?